22:10, 20110512

i shouldnt involve this from the start!

09:56, 20110512

please keep on moving.. dont stop and look back!

yuk!

09:35, 20110512

Just to update about my life in Jakarta.. The time difference is only one hour.. but, the prayer times are so different compare to Malaysia. Subuh is at 4 am and syuruk at 6 am. I just cant stand this as i have to wake up super early..

Zohor is around 11.30 pm, asar at 3 pm and magrib at 5.50pm.. can u imagine that? u finish all the 5 times prayer in the Kantor.. and it's like u are spending most of your day time in the office. Since I come here, i enjoy my life to the fullest.. not to say that i dont miss my homeland.. but its just everything in Jakarta is good.. the food is super nice.. u just can eat anything from super bitter to the super sweet things.. and suprisingly, the foods are all very cheap in price..

I even enjoy shopping in Jakarta.. in one week i aready bought 5 clothes..

and i still have more weeks to go.. I am planning to go to Jogjakarta.. backpacking to Borobudur.. but it is just too early to plan since my project was just started..

i know there is a lot of grammatical error in here.. but i just dont have time to check it. im so sorry.

will put more pictures on my life in jakarta.. there are a lot of good restaurants in Jakarta.. Bandung..

I stayed in Parklane Hotel, casablanca.. The taxi driver kept telling me about the horror story of Casablanca area which was previously a big graveyard area..

but my room in Parklane is nice.. and the foods are really make me feel like home!

here u go! Parklane Casablanca :)

09:30, 20110512

Saya tak bisa memenuhi kehendak semua orang.. saya hanya orang biasa yang hanya kadang-kadang mudah hilang fokus.. lupa pada janji.. leka dengan masa.. siapa lah saya boleh memenuhi kehendak semua orang.. saya bukanlah kegembiraan di mata setiap orang.. dan saya juga tak bisa puaskan hat semua orang.. again.. i am just a normal human being.. :(

16:47, 20110502

i talked to him clearly that i cant resist this feeling. i forced him to say he dislikes me. i forced him to throw me away far from him. i cant even back off this from my head. everytime i try to remove it, it just grow bigger and bigger. things are getting so clear that i just cant easily forget him! pray to Allah and i believe He is the best place to say my feeling, my thought and feelings. :(

He just dont know who i am to him.. and i just feel so sad.. :(

He just cant explain why he acting like he is someone to me...

He just said that we are not mean to be together because of so called 'sekufu'.

Please Allah, only You can understand why.. and the best for me..

p/s : just feel a bit lonely.. :(

20:35 , 20110502

even the time difference is only one hour between us.. rindu is always rindu. :(

picture taken : Jakarta at night from my window at 6.30pm